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episode

by ben gregory

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manifest* 04:51
Manifest* if life is one long goodbye let’s exit french leave the clothes to hang dry ‘til god knows when I wanna live in the spirals when you make your eggs stir around in motion, still drop a penny to the bottom and wish them well if time moves backwards, reverse ourselves through water. it’s over again a song for our daughter and all of her friends we’re not the cause, we’re her effect no light, no rush, no words to define no translation after you type but I get confused though the sentiment sticks it’s unaccountable: some things can’t be martialled into lines a living, breathing, animated grace which offers quiet when my thoughts start to race and turns back around to hide its face this countenance sheds a layer, unaware the seeing wasn’t in the act itself misleading it held you up still shaking, an apparition or a curse it’s got you right where it wants in circles, spinning like a longing thought of something you wish would come to being manifested as a light worth leaving on all night been shaving wrong my whole life you asked if my father didn’t raise me right and smiled like a child with a brand-new bike oh Cassandra, Cassie, Cass drop a syllable to help her relax cos loving is what speaking can’t no lip could move, a quivering worm an expression that’s hard to discern but I get uptight when they question our worth it’s uncountable, some things can’t be martialled into rows and weighed, labelled, named as strife I had a vision where you were my wife and they all laughed, they were probably right it was monomania, alright the seeing wasn’t in the act itself misleading it held you up still shaking, an apparition or a curse it’s got you right where it wants in circles, spinning like a longing thought of something you wish would come to being manifested as a light worth leaving on all night is it bright out? is it bright out? let the light allow time, slow down when you’re around let the light allow is it bright out? is it bright out? let the light allow time, slow down when you’re around let the light allow
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mother's son 04:24
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smoke 06:12
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‘Everything on “Episode” comes back to my struggle to interpret, or reinterpret, my life and its core relationships, after having my concept of reality revoked. This may sound dramatic, but it’s hard to know if you can trust how you feel about a partner, a situation, a future, when you’ve sat in a hospital bed, torn a newspaper to shreds, sat back and watched it put itself back together.’ ben gregory

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released April 7, 2023

All songs written by Ben Gregory

Produced by Blaine Harrison and Ben Gregory
Engineered and mixed by Matt Twaites
Mastered by Katie Tavini

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